Saturday 6 December 2008

Updated Sunday midday
Just been to see my poor car!
OOO I cried.
I am still really shakey. It looks that on impact the air bag inflated, but my seat belt broke with the force, which must account for all the bruising I have from my shoulder to my waist. I do not remember that happening. I think I am very lucky.
We got home, and then Dad turned up to tell my that my Mum is back in hospital and in emergency awaiting an X-ray.


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Saturday
It has a pretty dismal week really.
I have been incredibly worried about money and lack of work. Although I am not able to substantiate it, I have felt that the lack of work has been due to me making a fuss about not being paid correctly. I finally got some work on Friday morning... a morning. However it was in a school that I worked in for about 18months and so I was really happy about going back.
It was in FS1/2 Jo!!!
I then went home by way of the shops, treated myself to a nice lunch on the way. Then once home I received a phone call from a colleague who was looking for an important document and wanted to know if I had a copy(Ofsted panic). I did and offered to take it into school. After leaving I drove home. On the way I stopped to turn right and ...the next thing I knew there was an airbag inflated and smoke, and chaos... People were coming round me, but I could not speak. They asked me questions but I could not speak, only once to scream "I want to go home". I just sat there. A passing off duty policewoman stopped to help and I gave her my phone, but once she put my purse in my hand I refused to let go of it. She asked me my name and all I could say was "F F F F F F F F F F F "
So I ended up in hospital.
Was checked out.
Still refused to let go of my purse.
Eventually my Hubby arrived and they let me go home, badly bruised and very shaken.
I am not allowed to do anything, I have had to ask to stand up and potter around!
I have a huge black bruise the from my shoulder to my hip in the line of my seat belt. And my already dodgy knee is worse for wear after ramming the dash board, but apart from that I have come off really well. I still can not remember what happened.

So this is another worry, I am really not in the festive spirit of things at the moment. I just feel that everything is going wrong. No work, no money, falling behind with the odd bill, no phone that I can ring out on, we already owe my In-Laws some money, now a car to sort out .....
My lovely car...

5 comments:

Bobkat said...

Hi Fizzy.

I am so glad you are okay after the accident. Better the car comes off worse than you do.

It appear that your worries seem pretty overwhelming. You have a lot on your plate and I know exactly how that feels. Just deal with what you can, one thing at a time. This difficult time will pass. Meanwhile I hope some good luck comes your way soon.

Le laquet said...

Oh Fi! I'm sorry. Listen, that's what insurance is for ~ the important thing is you.
{{hugs}}

Lisa said...

Oh Fizzy...I'm so sorry for all your troubles. They always seem to come all at once don't they.

I hope you are feeling better soon.

OldLady Of The Hills said...

Dear Dear Fizzy....OY! All of this is just too much, isn't itr?
Oh I hope your Mom is doing okay...
AND YOU! I hope you are doing a little bit better....It sounds so horrendously traumatic.....!
Do take care, my dear, and THABKS for your kind dear words to me.

Shammickite said...

Oh poor you.
You have so much that is bothering you right now and a nasty car accident on top of everything else. Good advice from Bobkat... take it one thing at a time and one day at a time. I hope you're feeling better, and the bruising is healing, and you are able to go and see your mum. Don't worry... I know that's easy for me to say... but worrying never cured anything. Just be positive and deal with things gradually.
Hugs from me in Canada.